Originally posted December 2015
When he was first captured, my father was sent to an Italian prison camp. My father, as I’ve said before, never really talked about being a POW and he didn’t tell stories except for two. The first was about after the Italians fled and he was recaptured by the Germans. When he was received in the camp, Stalag 3B Furstenberg, the two people in front of him lied about being Jewish. My father, because he’d already been in an Italian prison camp, told the truth because, as he told us, by this time he didn’t care if he lived or died anymore. The following morning the two men who had been in front of him were shot.
The other story was about Aunt Matilda.
As I think back upon my family, particularly the Aunts and Uncles on my father’s side, they were a pretty serious bunch. Aunt Minnie and Aunt Bella, at least as I remember them, were almost always serious. They laughed and joked around, I think, when they were among themselves or when at a gathering and the kids were all gone outside to play ball. But I don’t remember them being really silly or fooling around with me or my brother. I remember my father-in-law once putting his tongue through a paper napkin at the Christmas dinner table and then making faces and noises. That was silly. I don’t remember my aunts on my father’s side ever being silly.
Aunt Matilda and Uncle Martin were the funny ones. Uncle Martin always told the truth as he saw it and very often his total candor led to awkward moments where we laughed because we felt he couldn’t possibly be serious about how critical he was being. Aunt Matilda would say he was joking, but I gather very often he was serious. Whether witty sarcasm or unbridled criticism, who knew?
So being-funny Aunt Matilda wrote her baby brother, my father, a letter that was received by the Italians in the prison camp he was he in. Of course the Italians (and the Germans too) censored all mail, so they received it instead of him. He was called into the commandant where they proceeded to read him the letter.
As my father told the story, the letter started off “Congratulations, you are now in the hands of the spaghetti-eaters,” and it went on and on about the Italians. The more they read, my father told us, the more he laughed, and the more he laughed, the madder they got, and the madder they got, the longer they left him in solitary confinement.
Aunt Matilda was a pip. As another story about her has it, she was once being blocked by a tractor-trailer truck whose driver was apparently having a hard time moving the truck out of the way. My aunt, after honking and waiting, got fed up enough to go give the driver a piece of her mind, telling him that if he couldn’t move it, she would do it for him. The driver made the mistake of accepting it as a dare. Aunt Matilda moved the truck for him. She was very proud of that.
They Didn’t Mention Papa
Copyright © 1969; 2014 by Peter Weiss
All rights reserved.
This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

“Kisses don’t express what I feel,” Nathan whispers.
Pearl sits down on the bed and motions him to her. He joins her, putting his head in her lap, taking her hand in his own. They look deeply into one another’s eyes, as though they can communicate this way, without words or tones. For several minutes, there is neither motion nor sound.
“I want to see Papa today.” Nathan breaks the silence.
“You’ll have to take me with you. I’ll never let you go again.”
They leave the room together, arm in arm, and move to the living room where Nathan greets the rest of his brothers and sisters. Mama goes to the kitchen with one of her daughters to prepare a snack. Pearl and Nathan sit on the couch, surrounded by his siblings.
“Did they treat you bad?”
“Not too bad.” Nathan looks at them. There’s so much to say, but where should I start? “That’s all over now. I’m glad to be home.”
Outside the rain continues to fall. Is it over? Nathan wonders. I don’t feel like I can ever forget it. Papa objected to my enlisting. It hurt him to see me go against him.
The windows are steamed. Nathan sees Papa’s face in one of them. Pearl presses against him, sitting as close as she can without being on his lap. I couldn’t even be here with him when he died, Nathan thinks.
“Did Papa have much pain?”
“It was sudden and fast,” Max says.
“He prayed for you at the end,” his sister Tillie says. “He told Mama he loved her and prayed for you.”
“God answered his prayers,” Mama calls from the kitchen. “‘God,’ he said looking at me, ‘save my baby Nathan.’ Every night and every morning he said ‘God save my baby and take me if one of us must die.’ And at the end he thanked Him. ‘Thank you God,’ he said. ‘Now I know my son is safe.’”
Nathan can say nothing. It was like Papa. He loved God and spent his whole life following Him, understanding Him, knowing Him. I hope Papa understands how I love him.
“Come.” Mama claps her hands. “I have food for all.” Nathan grabs Max’s arm, and holds him in the living room. “Where’s Papa?”
“In Mount Zion. You know where it is?”
“Yeah. I have to go see him.”
Max reaches into his pocket and pulls out a set of keys. “Here, take my car.”
“Thanks, Max.” Nathan and Pearl go to Mama. Nathan explains that he can’t eat now, that he must see Papa. Mama is disappointed yet glad to see how much Nathan really does love him. She’s not surprised at all.
“Go,” she says to both of them, kissing each on the forehead. “I keep the food warm and you eat when you come back.”
The rain is falling harder, as though the storm has reached a peak. It’s been so long since I’ve driven, Nathan thinks. He remembers learning to drive on his brother Sam’s laundry truck.
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Doom and gloom!
For longer than two years now the only narrative we’ve heard in America is of the evil Trump presidency. More than 90% of all mainstream media articles about the President are negative. He is called every ist in the book and then some. His family is demeaned. The first lady is denigrated. His children are the subjects of vile threats and horrific statements that would never be tolerated if aimed at any left-wing politician.
Contrast that to the Obamas. The Obamas have always been treated by the media with kid gloves, respect and decency. There have been moments, of course, but they are few and far between. Michelle is treated like a queen. Barack is treated like a deity. Michelle and Barack’s children are never in the media and never were for as long as he was president and beyond. Their only media shoots were those their parents chose for them.
There’s something wrong with this picture!
What’s wrong with the picture is not about the Trumps or the Obamas. It is about the media. The media which was once a fair and honest media is no longer that. Because it is no longer that, because it is now a much-more-than-biased media, America is in peril.
Go to the land of dictators. Go to countries where there are coup d’états. The first thing any dictator seeking to take power does is blackout the media. S/he keeps the media blacked out until s/he controls it, and once controlled it is only allowed to broadcast what the new leader wants broadcasted.
The reason for this is quite simple. The incoming dictator knows that controlling what the people see and hear will give him/her power. Control the media, control what the people think. Oh, you might not control what the people think. But you can certainly control the information they receive. When information is controlled and limited, a great number of the people will surely follow the narrative being given. Control what is said. Say it over and over and over again, loud enough, often enough. Make sure nothing else is heard. This is the way to control people, to make them believe what it is you want them to believe.
Only in America can the news media hide under the protections of the Constitution, claim themselves to be a free and honest press when clearly they are far from that. For much, much longer than Donald Trump, the media have been selling the American people a left-wing narrative that is clearly false and definitely misleading.
The case of Jim Acosta and CNN is a metaphor for the biased press claiming to be a free, fair press. All one has to do is look at it, see Acosta’s behavior and listen to his words. Then one would see he is far from being an honest journalist. He is an opinionated hack hiding under the First Amendment of the Constitution.
The fact of the matter is the Democrats through the biased mainstream media control the narratives the American people are being fed. This is dangerous, more so than any external enemies. Thus it is one of the greatest threats to America’s freedoms.
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They Didn’t Mention Papa
Copyright © 1969; 2014 by Peter Weiss
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This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

He stares at the two-family house. His aunt lives downstairs. No doubt her door will be open. He pushes deep into the background the fear of Papa’s not being there and walks through the doorway. His aunt’s door is closed. She’s probably upstairs. He climbs the steps and enters his home. The entire family is standing in a distant corner as if posing for a portrait. No one moves. Nathan stares. He surveys them, left to right, once, then again, then a third time. Papa’s straight face and black beard are not there.
Nathan runs to his mother, holds her close to him, kisses her thin, dry lips. He rubs his cheek along hers, feeling the smooth skin.
He kisses her again, this time on the cheek, then turns his back to her. She should not see her grown son cry. He runs out of the room, to the first bedroom he can find, and throws himself in a corner. Squatting, he buries his head in his hands and weeps like a small child.
A long time he spends in the room alone, letting the confusion and anguish flow from his body. Papa, forgive me crying. He sees a Yamacah and Siddur on a dresser. He puts on the small hat and opens the prayer book.
Outside, his brother Max has his ear pressed to the door. He hears the prayer Nathan is saying, how Nathan struggles to thrust the words ahead of the tears in order to articulate them. He sneaks into the room, also wearing a Yamacah, and stares at Nathan’s back.
“Yiskadol, v’yiskadosh, sh’may rabbah.”
“Amen,” Max adds.
Nathan finishes Mourner’s Kaddish, Max inserting Amen when it is necessary. He closes the book and replaces it on the dresser.
“Thanks, Max.” Nathan hugs his brother. “How did it happen?”
“A heart attack, about two years ago.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Mama. She said you had enough to worry about, being a POW and all.”
“You could have told me without her knowing it.”
“C’mon, Nathan. You know that Mama is Mama. No matter how old you are, you do what she says.”
“I think I’d like to see her.” Max is right, Nathan thinks. You do what Mama says.
Max leaves the room and several minutes later, Mama, a slim, small woman appears in the doorway. She walks hesitantly toward Nathan. When she reaches him, she runs her fingers over his lips, nose, eyes and forehead, like a blind woman trying to know him. She gently strokes his head.
“Thank God you are safe.” She holds out her arms and he enters them as if he were a small child.
“I love you Mama. And now I know what it is for a child to have a mother.” She smiles as if she understands what he is trying to say.
Nathan cannot speak further. In silence, he stays in her arms, his head resting on her breast, her hand stroking his head.
“Son, my baby son, you have a wife now. Don’t forget her.”
“Thank you Mama.” He kisses her. “Thank you.”
“I’ll send her to you.” Mama leaves the room. She calls Pearl into the kitchen, where they can be alone. “Go to him,” she says. “But remember, he is a baby now.”
Pearl enters the room and runs to Nathan. They kiss once, lightly, then again, this time a greedy kiss.
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They Didn’t Mention Papa
Copyright © 1969; 2014 by Peter Weiss
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This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

He does not have to wait long for the bus to come, though to him it seems as if he’s waited a year. The bus driver changes his dollar bill and he puts the fare into the box.
“How long to Rockaway Parkway?”
“Just got in today, huh, soldier? You guys are all alike. You all ask the same questions. How long to Linden Boulevard or Rockaway Parkway? Can’t you go any faster? Why don’t they synchronize the lights so we don’t miss them all? It’s at least forty minutes, longer if it starts raining. Relax, you’re young, you’ve got your whole life to live.”
Forty minutes, Nathan thinks. He chooses a seat near the driver and looks out the window. Though mid afternoon, it is already as dark as most nights. Nathan sees his reflection in the window. He notices, now for the first time, that his hair has grayed and his face has wrinkled. A small pellet of water hits against the window. Another follows, then another. He cannot recognize the streets but sees them turn from dull, dark cement to slick, glistening pathways. It will be longer than forty minutes.
The slow pace of the bus has managed to calm him down, to make him realize the absurdity of racing ahead. They didn’t mention Papa in their letters. They just stopped talking about him. His stomach gets heavy, weighted with possibilities. He could have been sick, or had nothing to say that the others hadn’t said. He’s dead, I know he is. Why can’t I admit it? He used to tell so many stories, funny stories.
Papa called him to his lap two weeks before his Bar Mitzvah. “Come here,” Papa said in Yiddish, patting his knee. Nathan obediently climbed on it, his Haftarah in his hands. “Say,” Papa demanded. Papa’s back was straight, the tone of his voice rigid. He was a man.
Nathan started to sing. He had gotten no farther than three lines when Papa violently clapped his hands. “No,” Papa said. “Is not right. You say holiday Mafteh.” Papa knew the books, the Torah. He didn’t have to look at them. He knew them even better than the Rabbi. He stroked his long, black beard and smiled. “I teach you, you’ll say right.” Papa made him learn the right words to say. He gave the Rabbi hell too for teaching his son the wrong ones.
Papa can’t be dead, Nathan thinks. He was always strong. God wouldn’t have taken Papa. He can’t be dead.
“Rockaway Parkway, buddy. You want out?”
“Yes,” Nathan answers. “Thanks.”
He steps out into the chilly downpour. The cars, buses and trolleys all have their lights on. Several blocks in the distance, there is a house. Mama will be there. So will Pearl and all my brothers and sisters. Nathan is confused. They didn’t mention Papa in their letters. He can sense Papa’s death, yet he cannot think that Papa is dead.
He walks the short distance, the duffle bag thrown over his shoulder. He is surprised by how little things change. Klein’s tailor shop is still next door. The window sign is still there, the same letters chipped off as when he left. In three years things haven’t changed much.
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They Didn’t Mention Papa
Copyright © 1969; 2014 by Peter Weiss
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This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

Nathan opens the door to the phone booth. It is hard for him to believe that after three years of wishing and longing to be home, he has returned. He drops the army-issue duffel bag to the sidewalk and reaches into his pocket for a dime. Thoughts explode in his mind like the initial brightness of a flare, then burn slowly, becoming darker and more abstract until finally they are burned out.
The smells and sights of New York excite him in a way he has never known before. They were always there, all twenty six years, but he never realized them until now. He looks at the buildings, American buildings. How different they are from the German and Italian ones. Freedom, he thinks. Perhaps what I feel is freedom.
He lifts the receiver and deposits the dime. Even seven-digit numbers are American.
“Hello?” The word comes through the wire in a language not unfamiliar to Nathan, though it’s been a while since he’s heard or spoken Yiddish. He finds himself speaking in the same language.
“Mama, this is Nathan.” There is a pause. Mama struggles to keep the phlegm out of her throat, to be able to speak. She has expected, almost anticipated that he would return today, but still she cannot believe that her baby is home, talking to her on the phone.
“Nathan, is really you?”
“Yes, Mama. I’m home. I’ll get on a bus and be there in an hour. Tell someone to get Pearl.”
“All right, Nathan.”
He hears a click and then nothing. It’s almost as if he hadn’t spoken to her, as if there were no connection between what he said and what he thought. He remembers Pearl. How many nights he dreamt of her, how many times he called her name and imagined her slipping into bed next to him. There wasn’t even time for a honeymoon. They had one weekend and then he was shipped out.
He takes another dime from his pocket, deposits it, dials another seven-digit number.
“Fanny?” This time he speaks English.
“Hello?”
“Fanny, this is Nathan.” He hears her call out, “Pearl,” and tries to imagine Pearl as she is, coming to the phone.
“Hello?”
“Pearl? Your voice has changed.”
“Nathan, where are you? Oh God, I’ve missed you so. I love you, darling.”
“I’m at the Navy yard. I’ll be in Canarsie in about an hour. Mama is sending someone to get you.”
“Don’t hang up, Nathan, not yet. Please, talk to me. Are you all right?”
“I am now, sweetheart. I was sick for the first four days of the trip, but I’m okay now. Let me get on a bus. By the time I get home you’ll be there. Pack a suitcase. We’ll go away for a few days.”
“Nathan, I’m so happy.” Pearl drops the phone to the table, too excited to put it in its proper place. She runs to her mother and hugs her. “Mama, he’s home.” She dances to the closet and carelessly reaches inside, pulling out a suitcase, knocking other things out as well. “I’m going to meet him in Canarsie, and then we’re going away for a few days.”
Nathan trips over the duffel bag trying to get out of the phone booth. He picks it up and tosses it over his shoulder, already walking toward the bus stop. It was raining over the ocean last night. The water was choppy and he couldn’t even see the raindrops making ripples in it. Now dark clouds hide the sun. The sky is seasick, he thinks. Pretty soon it will vomit. He feels the urgent desire to see Mama and Papa. Why didn’t Papa answer the phone? Slow down, he tells himself. For Christ sake, slow down.


